Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Life Interrupted


Emotional....yet empty. Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr - Interrupted? Three shades of interrupted. Hello world - meet Ms. Nothing is Constant. :)

Each twist and turn, undoubtedly surprising - yet not. Ten MILLION things to do. Nothing getting done. Overwhelmed? HA! I laugh in the face of uncertainty!

Just kidding - I scour in the face of uncertainty. I absolutely hate it.

But I am to the point of expecting the unexpected. So I've begun to find humor in my misfortunes. That's the least I can do right?

It has really put my life in a sense of turmoil though. For instance, at work - I'm pretty sure I look like a slacker, but what can I do? I'm sorry I am going through the sale of my house, moving all my belongings, getting over a divorce, ex-husband moving to Austin, brakes in car went out, had to buy a storage unit, had to move everything with just myself and the ex into that storage unit, having to watch my grandma in pain, got two tickets back to back for an expired inspection sticker, got a new inspection sticker, found out I needed way more than just brake pads in the car, $800 into the Durango, renting a car, moving my things from the rental car into the Durango in the heat of the day, boss says I'm killing him, checking account cut off b/c comprised with VISA, only access to money is going INTO the bank - or my credit cards - I'm sorry that I needed a couple days off work to take care of these things. My bad.

Now if any old Joe were to tell me that these things were actually going on in their lives - I would roll my eyes and think - wow, don't go overboard. One lie is enough buddy.