Picture this........Part 2

This is an add on from my previous blog.

Picture last night, but factor in a couple more things.

Instead, it's 6:45 in the morning, sleepy time.

And add a goose and all her little goose babies.

It's going to be a long 12 months...............

Picture this......

I have two dogs. Daisy and Princess. Miniature Schnauzer and Miniature Pinscher. One is 2 and one is 9. Both are avid barkers. If you read my earlier blog, my upstairs neighbors....are loud. Did I mention my dogs bark at EVERYTHING? Sometimes I don't know whether or not to fuss at them for barking....or hold them to the ceiling and tell them to bark LOUDER!

So, I'm trying to get them on an eating schedule so they are ready to go potty when I walk them in the morning before work, at lunch, when I get home from work, and then before I go to bed. This means that instead of living the luxurious life of being able to eat whenever they want, the eat once a day. On the first day I could see the panic in their eyes that said....OH NO! MAMMA'S TRYING TO KILL US!!!! But really this is for their own good. When I first got Daisy, she could fit in the palm of my hand. She was suppose to get up to 8-10 pounds.

Daisy weighs 22 pounds and doesn't even look like a Miniature Schnauzer.

haha!

My girls have never learned to walk on a leash. And unfortunately, neither have I. You should us out there (meaning the girls and I) during our walks. I have burns on my arms from the leashes rubbing me. I actually almost tripped and fell a little while ago, then I looked up and saw someone watching the show from their balcony. So, now, here I am. Safe in my apartment, out of breath......getting my rest for the morning walk.

Just thinking.......

Hello everyone! I know it's been awhile, I don't even know if anyone even looks at this anymore...but just in case, here are my thoughts.

I've felt like a big sap tonight. So many changes lately have taken place in life. And every last one of them has been as scary as hell. Terrifying. Ugh! Nothing like having your world turned upside down to have reality come in to check.

I wonder if you can learn to break a habit. For instance, say you like apples. But apples don't really mesh well with your digestive system....but you keep seeing these apples and you just want them! Do you learn to stay away from the apples and learn to love the oranges? (yes this is a metaphor...maybe even a bad one.) I wonder.....how do you break a trend that isn't good for you? Better yet, let's say that I find an apple, that is good. But after awhile, it messes with my system again. Hahaha, am I confusing you yet? Because I think I just confused myself.

I just moved into an apartment. And it is frightening at times. Sometimes it's exhilarating. Sometimes it's boring. Sometimes I just sit here and wonder, "What are you doing in this apartment?".

So back to my metaphor.

Ok maybe not.

How easy it is to clash into something else,
to make a mark you didn't want to make.
As the words come flowing from my mouth,
I know it is a mistake.

Everyone has their own road map,
one that will guide their every move.
Why does it make me so nervous
that mine won't lead me back to you.

I want to be able to see everything in your eyes
it would be nice to be your something
I'm scared that it's so terribly ruined
That I will only become your nothing