I really really REALLY want a telescope!!!!!

How beautiful is that????? I could get lost in this moon....it just kinda draws me in. If you stare at it....everthing around it disappears. Have you ever seen something like that in real life? Where you catch a glimpse of something....and everything around it disappears? It's the most beautiful thing in the world, huh? To focus on something.....when everything around you is fuzzy...hazy....not so clear....but then out of nowhere....something so clear is put in front of you. Like this moon. For as far as the eye can see....it's pitch black...you can't see anything....then when you feel yourself start to focus on something.... it's pure chaos....doesn't make any sense...and then the most beautiful golden ray of light you have ever seen....jumps out at you. You can imagine how many stars were twinkling this night....but it didn't matter...b/c the twinkle in this moon was more amazing than anything that could possibly be going on around it. Sometimes...in life...it's hard to focus on one true thing....but when you do....you get something beautiful. And really and truly....is there anything more amazing than something that holds your gaze and makes everything around you seem just as perfect as what you are looking at? I don't think there is anything more amazing than that. True...nothing will be perfect....there will be fuzziness, times where it takes a little extra effort to focus....but when your eyes fixate on that one perfect piece of pure heaven....nothing else matters...but the smile upon your face and the content in your heart and it makes you realize that this is what you have been looking for....what you have been searching for.....isn't it beautiful?