Pay attention!!!!

Phew! Paying attention is sooooooo hard to do, especially when you have to pay attention to every little thing that you do and every little thing that you see....that you experience....everything that just simple..."is". Here's a question......have we ever figured out which was right? The heart or the brain? One is realistic.....and one is passionate for the things it wants. And neither are correct 100% of the time. Ever. So what's it gonna be? This is one of the toughest things and it goes back to my blog that talks about being comfortable in knowing that you DON'T know what is going to come next. I still haven't met that comfort zone. If I listen to my heart.....Lord knows where I'll end up. Some city far away with not a care in the world.....hahaha, sounds fun? Sounds scary to me. Then if I listen to my brain, I'll be stuck in this crap hole of an apartment at a job that is less than perfect wishing my everyday away.....far far away, then I will wish that I would have gone with my heart. Indecisiveness. That is one of the GREAT things about being a Libra. Not really that great.....gives me a headache. So what should I do? Heart or Brain........I know that I am a more passionate person than I am a reality type person (except for the tv shows of course). So that would tell me that I would be more happy following my heart.

Seriously, this is ridiculous! I go through this with every decision. Do I want a ding dong? My heart says....hell yeah you want it! It will be soooooooooo gooooood with a glass of milk. My brian says.....Don't you dare touch it.......you just had TWO!!!! So I go with the brain and don't get the ding dong and later......guess what I'm still wishing I had? The ding dong.

So that's the lesson for today......if you want a ding dong.....for Pete's sake just go eat it......you are still going to want it later. :) hehehehehe