Walking away............

When is it strength that makes you walk away and when is it weakness that makes you walk away?

I have no idea the answer to this question. But for some reason looking at this picture of me walking away.....makes me sad. I guess it's just not in me to walk away....without turning around to make sure things are ok. I am a walking case of emotions......One of the heavy burdens I carry is that of guilt......if things went wrong.....I feel prompted to carry the blame. I am not even talking about anything in particular.....just in general. I'm one of those "I'm sorry" girls - I remember in high school, people would tell me to quit saying I was sorry........hahaha. It didn't matter what it was.....I was sorry for it.

One of the things I am trying to work on is that.....things in life....well, they don't always go the way you want them too....and it's not always your fault either. I don't know why this is so hard for me. But it is. I am tired of getting so worked up over the things that go wrong that I'm unable to enjoy the beautiful things that do go right. For instance......enjoying an imperfect love - which is all there is. I just want to enjoy it so much.......but I struggle. Ahhhh I don't even know what I'm trying to say now.....so I'll just leave it at that............