I've learned that........

I saw a book today - it was a compilation from different people.......just stating things they have learned throughout life. I thought I would do one of my own....

I've learned that as much as you think you know, you really know nothing.

I've learned that it's very hard to explain my actions when I don't quite understand them myself.

I've learned that until you are a parent yourself......you probably don't know the right answers to everything.

I've learned that smiling and laughing fills my world with so much joy even though deep inside I'm feeling torment.

I've learned that pretending something didn't happen......doesn't make it go away.....it really just makes you crazy.

I've learned that one of the most valuable gifts for you to hold is that of Understanding. There are a million things that I don't agree on.....but when I take the time to try and understand them......I may still disagree, but atleast it's a little easier to swallow.

I've learned that people are only human. They are not perfect, even when they perceive themselves to be. Whether the sins are big or small.......we all sin. Everyday.

I've learned that a bond between a Father and Daughter and that of a Mother and Daughter.......are bonds so sacred - that I don't even know where to start. **maybe that's another blog**

I've learned that young minds are like sponges......and they mold into their surroundings and what is taught to them. It all starts here guys.......This is where you become who you are.

I've learned consequences of my choices that I will live with forever. But I have also known the beauty felt from wise decisions I have made.

I've learned that no matter what medicine I give Daisy.....she will always scratch and breathe super heavy.

I've learned that I'm not comfortable kissing adults on the lips......I don't know why.

I've learned that at 28.....I am even more indecisive than when I was 27. Interesting.

I've learned that people tend to throw the term "love" around - a lot. To the point that it loses its meaning. I know that the love James and I have is different from the love that my Nannie and Uncle Mike have. It's just different people. And I think that's what makes it so hard on us as individuals b/c we see "LOVE" this is what love is......and seriously......it's only that way for a few people. We are all little snowflakes drifting through the world.....none are the same.....thoughts are not the same.....and there again.....that's where understanding comes in hand.

Something I struggle with every single day.....something I've been working on......is reflecting back to all those bad disastrous decisions......never speaking about them.....almost sweeping them under the rug. But guess what??? They don't just vanish. They just grow and grow and taunt you until you rip the rug back........and scream!!!!! THIS IS ME!!!! THIS IS ME BARE TO YOU. Every ugly act, ugly decision that I have tried to wish away but haven't.....b/c it's almost as though I have kept them by hiding them. So......no more......I suppose be prepared to be shocked b/c I'm tired of all the sweeping the cob webs under the rug........they are mine......let them fly away......far far away from me.

Until next time.......This is me keeping strong........