Navarre......

**First off, I have to say that my friend Sheetal looks like Princess Jasmine from Aladdin. ****

Her and I have been on a Navarre Beach binge. We simply can't get enough.

It's my little piece of breathing that takes me from recklessness to calmness.

There is 7 years of my life....taunting me. 7 years of my life that seems to have just totally vanished. Vanished people. It is very very very very strange.

I wonder...through my life, divorce....things like that - if love is a true thing? Maybe it's lost just like me. I know that love is only as strong and true as you make it. But what are my capabilities? What are yours?

After everything is said and done - the words have hurt, they cut like knives, now I'm sweeping up any trace.

I feel as though I'm being held back from.....that I too am holding back. Which leaves me with nothing.

A new start is what I need. A new outlook on life.