The battles have been fought and all is left is you...

I have to tell you that I am very content in where my life has taken me...no, it hasn't been perfect or free from heartache but I know that without those things...I would never be able to appreciate the wondrous beauty that has been seen before my very eyes.

I seem to have found a comfort in knowing and understanding. A comfort in knowing that I do not have to settle for less than what will add to my happiness...not make my happiness.

I have met someone....one I have known for many years. He's been on the outskirts of my lows and also of my highs. A sticky situation is in place for he is supposed to be and will always be uncharted territory to those of myself.

But you know when you wake up to a crisp, sunshine lover of a morning and all you can do is set your face straight into the sky while each and every ray beams down onto your pleading face?? That's how I feel right now. My soul opens....and his rays of beauty fill me within the depths of my body. Twinkling my eyes, curling out the sides of my lips,....I relinquish my before held barres.

The first battle was coming to terms with myself....who am I?...what am I searching for? when will I find it? where shall it be?

To answer all of these questions...the common denominator was myself. I can't expect for someone else to fix my problems...or really even point me in the right direction. I know my faults and am aware of them everyday. I am also aware of the beauty that surrounds me. Each and every moment I get....I love to take him in. I do not need him for my happiness, yet, his happiness gives me joy. I am looking forward to sharing his joy as well as have him share in my joy as well. I have never met another like him in my life.

So, all in all, this post was meant to tell the world that it is very possible to run in to the person who meets all the criteria that once before you were told never existed. Do not give up the dream and settle for something less. It's out there....but you can't look for it for it shall not be seen. You have to be in the right state of mind of wanting to be able to enjoy life. And when you do....you come across many others who are doing just that. Enjoying life.

So....Dances.....you know who you are. Thank you so much for living the life that you live and allowing me to share in that joy. You truly are a work of magnificent art that amazes me each and every day.

Good night angel.